crap

today i have joined a workshop, note-taking which is one of the workshop in master my success
it is totally a crap
i just wonder why i did't choose to leave earlier
after that is tutorial, english language activation
again, we need to play some ice-breaking game
again, the game played is "find someone who", just like rick's tutorial
the difference is we need to make as a normal, usual conversation rather just asking questions like "do you have a younger sister?"
we need to introduce ourself
pauline who is the tutor suggest some novels to us
ai..........i just buy several english books in this summer
only started to read "the five people you meet in heaven", but only read a few pages
also "the lord of the rings", haven't started
how come i am so lazy

i have many source to improve my english, but i haven't put any effort on it
it seems english is not important to me
however, i like english, i want to speak as fluent and beauty as tony blair's speech

or the crap is me but not the note-taking workshop......=.=

when i am the way home, i saw a man is bleeding, wore a t-shirt with dried blood
it is a shock to me
i just think whether i should help him since i have attended the first aid course organised by st john
i really doubt whether i would help others in such case..........